Instead I have been concentrating on just living life. That seems to have been going well but for some reason today, well tonight, I've been feeling a bit bleurgh!

So I'll continue for as long as I need to. This site can act as my virtual slap round the face to bloody well cheer up!

1. Went to first baby massage class and E was an angel!

2. Had a lovely lunch with friends.

3. Heard the wonderful news from some close friends that they have just had a baby boy.

4. I have a wonderful family who I love very much.

2. Very nice lunch

3. Wore make-up!!

4. Lovely time at party and spoke to some new people 5. Saw good friends - it's been too long!

6. E was an angel

7. Didn't have to do dreaded night shift

2. Met friend for shop wandering

3. Homemade Pesto for dinner

2. Accounts nearly done

3. E playful all day

4. Left E at mum and dads

5. £30 from market research

2. Relaxing afternoon

3. Blogged

3. Drive around delivering cards!

4. NCT reunion was lovely catching up with all

2. Dad hanging gate

3. Lovely dinner

2. Relaxing at home in the morning

3. Picked my book up for the first time in ages

4. Visit both sets of parents

2. Mr at home

3. Nice lunch and dinner

2. Paint colour recommendations looked great

3. Nice Indian takeaway

4. Bed at 10:30pm